How can it be that scars still cause pain? Surely, once the wounds are healed, the pain should no longer exist.
This is logical, I guess. But my heart defies logic. Because sometimes my heart scars ache.
Like today. 3 days before Mother’s Day.
It isn’t a searing; gut wrenching pain like it was years ago, now it is more like a dull ache that intensifies at times. But it is pain nonetheless.
I really try not to dwell on the fact that we do not have children. I try not to let myself be consumed with the “WHY?” And I try to be grateful. Because I am grateful, beyond words, for this beautiful life God has given us.
And y’all – Please hear my heart. I don’t hate Mother’s Day. My Mama is amazing. And I am so very thankful for her. And I LOVE to celebrate her on Mother’s Day. I love to celebrate lots of Mamas on Mother’s Day. But can I just be real?
Mother’s Day makes my heart scars ache.
More than any other day of the year….because there is no escaping the obvious on Mother’s Day.
I am not someone’s Mama. And I may never be.
So, may I ask you a favor this Mother’s Day? As you celebrate your motherhood and your mothers, could you say a prayer for those of us who are tending to our broken hearts?
Rejoice in your blessings, please, and know that we rejoice with you, but remember those for whom those blessing have not come.
Father God, we come before you in the name of Your son, Jesus Christ. Thank You, Lord, that You are the God of all comfort. Thank you that You meet us where we are and minister to us there. Help us Lord and heal us. Give us opportunities to minister to others and as we rejoice in our blessings, let us also show compassion for those whose lives may lack what we have in abundance. We love you Father and we thank you for your great love for us. Help us to love you and love others more. In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen
Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves receive from God. 2 Corinthians 1:3-4